i hereby proclaim that life can be a misery. i have no idea where to begin.

im so conflicted with many things. how do i manage my life? how do i say things which matter the most, and yet could possibly ruin everything?

where do i begin and where do i end? can you believe how screwed this is. im 18 going on 19 and i STILL dont have any idea where i stand or what to do. i guess im over-reliant on people for that.

so many underlying problems with me. i know im not perfect, but i never knew i was fucked up.

oh damn i dont wanna go on.

goodnight people.