Saturday, October 07, 2006 @ 10:49 PM
reposted
This is my first blog, hope its not too messy.
Today went lion dance with the AJ wushu team and Koon San people. Only me, kangrui, wilson, waitsun, hwee teng and nyuk min went. The rest were all strangers. I went with the impression that we were just going to be watching the show, but well well, coach asked the guys to be the lion ass! Wen Da said it was easy lah, jus follow in front. Bluff people de, where got so simple? The first time i tried, the whole cloth came off! So embarassing! Kena scoled summore! At least i tried harder the next time. Was better. There was once where the guy doing the lion head for my lion -- his pants drop! HAHA! I din see la, but coach took over. Got someone oso ah, keep kickin my ass from behind la. QIAN DA!
The whole experience was good, but things worsened when i got home. Father was so pissed that i was home later than expected, and pissed that we performed for a taoist ritual, pissed at everything. I just dont understand why he wants to take everything away from me. Still threaten to call the principal, make me quit wushu, or change coach -- eh, this is my business bt dont affect other people!
I always wonder if my life was born to be deprived, not because of my own choice but because of other people's choices. Why does my life suck, and everything seems to be going wrong? Why can others lead such a normal, BETTER life, but im stuck in this parallel reality where the truth just hurts? I dunno. I got a headache. Peace out.