Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 4:29 AM
okay, today marks the end of my first week of my 8 to 5 job.
SLACK. literally do nth in the office. the most productive thing i did thus far was to set up that bloody christmas tree with outdated lights and dusty ornaments.
ive been staying at yck this whole week. i have free transport to camp and back, meals paid for (mostly) and absolute FREEDOM.
why? 'cos my whole family is in korea and won't be back till monday morning.
hopefully things proceed well from here. i now have hopes and aspirations that the sign i have interpreted was done correctly, and things sail smooth from now on.
how?? now i don't know if i should stay in NTU or just change to NUS. haiz. life-changing decision leh.
yesterday after work i went down to Fish and Co' at the Glasshouse to celebrate wanching's and kangrui's (belated) birthday. seeing the juniors and crapping with them really made my day. i realize how much i miss the AJ wushu family and the spirit we share. the spirit called spasness.
even the dinner was spastic! the staff of Fish and Co' helped us celebrate by their traditional cheer and happy birthday song. oh yeah, with the birthday kids standing on their chairs and waving sparklers. hahaha.
so yeah, this week, rather uneventful, boring. ciao for now~
where were the days when i looked forward to my weekends? looked forward to spending time with special people? now my weekdays feel like weekends.
Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ 3:49 AM
its amazing how things can change in the blink of an eye.
how your surroundings can warp and shift and transform into something you can't recognize.
it wasn't too long ago i was sure of my future and the direction i would take in life. i thought i had it sorted out -- my plans for the future.
i thought i would shine and do my family proud. i thought i would excel and overcome the challenges ahead of me. i thought i would earn the happiness i thought, and other people thought, i deserved.
but no. life has to play its upper hand.
and now my life is upside down and so not the way i wanted it to be.
i guess i should be depressed, and i should be down.
but i won't spend a day crying. i won't sob on someone's shoulder.
what i can do is make the best of what i can, and work on from there. sure, things may be uncertain, things may not be at its best. but i can do what i can to ensure that my life is under my own control.
people who have crossed me in a way or another. there's one thing in me that hasn't changed. that forgiveness is hard to earn. that trust is hard to keep.
i don't know who to trust anymore.
Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 1:36 AM
this weekend has been good. (:
i booked out on friday night and came home to play RA3.
woke up early on saturday morning to go run with boon at his place. we ran like almost 10 clicks! shagness. but it was satisfying, even though he tekaned me by making us run the slopes. but its all in the name of training hard! hahaha.
we also did static training at the PT corner below his block. afterwhich we went to makan breakfast at macs. sinful! but indulging. haha like the morning wasted.
at night went to have drinks with clar and aaron at odeon towers the Loof. met some nice people there. and i was insanely happy. xD
reached home and ate cup noodles. sinful again, but heck i needed my nourishment. haha.
i got my E51! goodbye to the W950i. and good riddance.
boss is coming home soon! cant wait to see her again.
one more week.
Sunday, November 02, 2008 @ 7:55 PM
im bored so i did this. saw it on zhutou's blog.
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
LOL?
@ 6:38 AM
tomorrow im taking off my braces! im damn excited since they have been on me for god knows how long.
yesterday the wushu team met up for dinner. we ate at breeks cafe in taka. it was a really long time since we met up, especially with the girls.
everyone has been busy lately, the girls in uni and the guys also in uni (uniform). the girls killing their brain cells while the guys learning how to kill. hahaha.
oh wells. so we practically sat there for 3 and a half hours talking crap and catching up with the latest scandals and such. it felt just like back in the jc days when we spent time bonding with each other.
yea, i miss those bonding sessions. i still remember those days when we spent trying to study but ended up talking, bballing, slacking, eating and such.
i think all of us miss those days. when we went our separate ways you could feel the feelings of not wanting to leave. esp for me, wil and kangrui.
haiz, wish i could just go back to the past.
i survived the night. well done, daryl.