Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 2:31 AM
wow. its been a whole month. and in a whole month many things passed by.
the new recruit intake has been refreshing, but i guess nothing is ever easy. it takes a whole lot of patience to teach these guys. with 2 new specialists in the platoon, things were supposed to be easier. who knew they had to stay out all the way?
things are now more difficult than before. damn all these new measures. and damn the people who implemented them.
its going to be harder to take off and leave these days, and i guess the people who will be feeling the brunt of it will be the 46th. lets hope these measure don't stay for good and the whole saga in tekong will blow over soon.
i was supposed to meet up with jules this long weekend. who knew she would go through such an elaborate, but unnecessary, process to ask me out for my long due ice cream. but in the end, we didn't have the chance to enjoy it. another time then.
its a short week, and hopefully a fufilling one.
people have been pressurizing me to do certain things, and move on in my life. i must agree, that now im rather stagnant at where i am, and i want to achieve more than what i have now. but all these come with sacrifices. im now faced with choices, and to a certain extent, have no idea to which do i commit.
these choices are long overdue, and i don't want to disappoint either way.
not forgetting my current commitments, which i think have been slacking in standard since the new intake.
its time to buck up. its time to decide. so many choices, but how am i to choose?