Tuesday, February 19, 2008 @ 9:44 PM
wlao i think it has been ages since i last post? sian man army life really detaches you from civilization.
this blog is becoming really empty, really useless le. there's nth much i CAN blog about anyway, since most of my life now is RESTRICTED and not for public audience. wtf? i cant even talk about my own life.
yeah, i now belong to the SAF. jeez.
anyway, i have 3 more weeks to POP! where i finally get out of the hellhole of an island and probably get posted to another hellhole in the west. after hearing stories of OCS and SISPEC, im freakin' worried if i get posted there.
and i wanna get into MP! slackers life there. but..
always a catch. the interview is tml and im on ATT C! lol? meaning i cant go for the interview. GG.
and now im sick at home while my friends are training hard. IPPT next monday. never train. how to pass liddat?
life is now getting very boring. the people who promised to stay with you are now having their own life, and you yourself have a new group of people to spend time with. the occasional wellwishes or meetings seem so distant now. the times when we hung out together are fading out of memory.
as men, we should cherish all the times we share with the people around us. dont let friendship and life with your friends slip away.
dont question your ability to maintain relationships, have faith in yourself. you never know, there are people who wear a mask around you. what you see may only be skin deep.
i guess there is not much left in AJ for me now, just the results release. perhaps that may be the last time i visit that place. AJ really is a place where emotions and memories swirl into a vortex of churning and confused feelings. i guess i failed in maintaining my bond with that place, as well as the people who reside there.
not much left for me now, empty as always.
i only got CHIONG SUA.