Friday, March 14, 2008 @ 5:15 AM
wahh.. really useless. one month one post.
anyway. POP already. officially no longer REC rank.
life still goes on.
i find myself caught in a moral dilemma.
to speak or not to speak? to advise or not to advise?
i must now caution myself when i rationalize. not to overlook certain aspects which are sensitive to human nature and feelings. i must not turn into a cold-blooded unfeeling THING which has only objective in mind.
what happened to my empathy? what happened to my sensitivity?
i have no right to address issues like that. they are, and should be, merely trees by the roadside.
ignorance should prove to be advisable in this matter. but why cant i seem to let it pass?
but is it time and time again i give in to my instincts to care?
i have failed dismally in this arena. and yet i prove to be unaccepting of my history.
its just not fair.
not fair that life treats me that way. not fair that im not given second chances. not fair that i should have to be the one on the outside.
life has a way of making things right. and i can only hope that the path which i tread, which i follow, proves to be the one leading to happiness.
and i can only pray, that while i take my steps on the gravel; that i may not wander from thy stone pavement, lest i fall into the ravine hidden by the clouds and shadow.
life is not fair.