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夜空に描かれた
The night sky is drawn with
星を繋ぐ物語
a story connected by stars.
その胸焦がれる幻想
It's an illusion my heart yearns for.

忘れてしまうだろう
You'll definitely forget
肩につもる悲しみは
That all the grief you bear on your shoulders have been
流れる星の手に抱かれて
embraced by the arms of a shooting star.

midyears are over! one down, two to go. but before im going to start on the other 2, lets slack this weekend off. haha.

about the midyears.. heh.

GP - this one will have to see if the examiner like me not. see me not shuang den GG lor. maybe i should have stapled some cash behind my script eh? hahaha. but anyway, cant really say yet. BUT most probably its a gone case, as usual. zzz.

Econs - wlao this one can score lah! tmd lah. i should have studied more sia. but heng got my uncle give me last minute crash course on policies. so, pass not sure. mark range should be from U to D. AS USUAL. my DRQ has never passed, so i guess i can more or less expect the worst.

Physics - the best paper to do man. piece of cake. haha i guess the tuition really works. i more or less knew how to do the questions lah, but whether its correct its another case. haha. but its the only subject i have confidence in, and im looking forward to getting back. haha.

Math - need i say more? fucked up. period.

Chem - i not sure leh. know how to do like dunno how to do liddat. zzz. aiyah but as sixu and wil said, "if know how to do all den will get full marks le." haha. so thats that.

i guess i should be happy that exams are over, but somehow im still so sian leh. i scarcely enjoy myself when im supposed to be. zzz. i guess everyone has activities this weekend, im stuck with nothing here. haiz.

the things i see, the signs which pop up, the signals i receive, all point to disappointment.

the promise i made, the promise i will never break. but i hardly know you anymore.
just came back from gathering at ah gong's place! damn i missed my family man. nothing beats chilling out with your cousins. haha.



studied today. surprised? i am.



we watched 200 pounds beauty over dinner. the show is damn nice lah. about this fat person who can sing well and tio rejected. so she went under the knife and turned out DAMN hot. haha. and she eventually became a rock star! woot!

oh wells the show is a real tear-jerker, especially the last few scenes at her big concert. heh. im a sucker for hot babes in an emo movie. LOL.

the whole family camped to watched 神雕侠侣 on channel U. haha.

then we went home. oh yeah, and kor kor got my discs for me! haha. howard can come take his 三国 from me on monday.

exams on monday, i better refrain from playing until thursday. i want next week over asap! zzz.

blurblur better take care, food poisoning quite jialat de. ><

and im falling sick too. kept sneezing in the car. i wonder who kept missing me? XD

cheers 'yall!

let things lie. i wont care or worry about this shit anymore. who really cares anyway? perhaps im just appreciated when im needed. guess you'll not need me no more.
stuck at home. no parents. bro and sis sleeping. bored.

sick of studying already. or least what i think are feeble attempts to study. jialat lah, dunno how to get through like this lah. i really should have bucked up earlier. sianz.

went for my last session of math crash course today. haha and the teacher was very entertaining lah. haha. we did area and volume today. and i guess im not that rusty at that eh. everything blast with G.C. and settle le. haha.

i feel so proud of myself when i see myself being able to do integration. HAHA.

monday is exams. ah to hell with it. work towards the As.

i think i'll go watch tv or something. i cant sleep at this hour, and anymore studying is really going in through my eyes, with an express pseudo-EZlink card and *beep*, goes past the gantry called the brain and GONE. haha random-ness.

oh yeah, and i heard being bored too often can kill. and drive you insane. (jkjk)

come to think of it, if i have an EQ of 133, why the hell cant i be more sensitive to myself? i think im losing it. losing track, losing ground.

rare personality. if im positive i would think im unique. but im not. so i guess that makes me weird. weird huh? hahahaha.
i took these 'cos i was bored. period.

Your EQ is 133

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

Your Personality is Very Rare (ESTP)

Your personality type is dominant, driven, poised, and self-aware. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 6% of all menYou are Extroverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

okay and that's that.

yesterday was yuyan's birthday! congrats on being 18! hope ya enjoyed your drink LOL.

okay, went pool with alford before going. we had lotsa fun at her condo lah. cook a while, eat a while, play bball a LONG while.

OMG, pat dunking is IMBA man. take advantage of the short hoop and pwning us all the way. and gabriel also! jeez. haha liang liang didnt make use of his height. aww.

went back to cut cake sing song. the cake is darn nice, must have cost a bomb also eh. i love the strawberries man. haha.

took pictures, and i must grab them soon.

today went to study with the wushu people at clarke quay! everyone was late except me and sixu. as usual. so me sixu and von went to makan at long john's first. suwen and teng came in as i was finishing.

managed to study superposition and gravitation. not bad, considering that im studying with the wushu people. HAHA. jkjk. oh yeah, and our usual crapping session came in also lah. what's aj wushu without crapping and bonding? that's why we're so close and bonded. aj wushu rocks man! (:

i went for tuition after that. today's lesson was good. the teacher is not bad and we did integration and differential equations. managed to revise that so i dont need to study that topic again. haha.

this saturday there's potluck! cant wait to see my cousins again!

okay i shall sleep early again tonight. 'cos i wanna wake up early to play bball tomorrow. haha.

oh yeah, CONGRATS TO SIXU FOR MANAGING TO DO HIS 侧空! although is tyco de lah. haha. jiayou bah!

I’ve faced myself
To cross out what I’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what I’ve done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
Well I cleaned this slate
With the hands
Of uncertainty

its all a facade. i was delusional in my own way. and now the greyness of reality sets in. but this time, i tread my steps steady. focus on your target before you focus on yourself. its the same concept as playing pool. haha.
what an emotion-rushed day.

woke up late to begin with (as usual). cancelled study session with kr cos after the ruckus at home i was quite sian to go out already, and it really wasnt worth the one hour journey to amk. and my teeth still hurt cos i just tightened my braces yesterday. zzz. i still cant really eat solid food eh, i wonder how i will tahan the bbq tomorrow. argh.

slacked off until about 230pm, when the impact of what ive been doing (or for this case NOT been doing) really struck me. all my lack of studying.. is gonna kill me someday. i really have to get started, and i MUST.

but i still slacked until 3pm anyway, (HAHA), and left the house for tuition. i reached the station only to realise my card has NEGATIVE value. and i couldnt go through, so i had to backtrack and squeeze past the fat (oops) lady behind me and malu-ed myself all the way out. i was kinda pissed so when i reached home everything in there just pissed me off even more. zzz. im real sorry guys. ><

but anyway i wasnt late for tuition. went through 4 topics today! partial fractions, binomial expansion, system of linear equations, inequalities. the basics of maths. goodness. to think i cant do basics. but once you get the hang of it, i guess its a piece of cake. (:

cut my hair! aye was supposed to go sk to cut, but i really cannot tahan le! zzz. my head feels lighter without all that hair LOL. one of my better experiences at QB house. =P

taught suwen chemistry! i hope they're correct.. LOL. dont kill me if we got it wrong hor. im quite CMI at teaching you know. haha.

finished up a bit more math, then went to watch Supernatural on AXN for kicks. and ate supper. haha.

okay okay thats it. boring life huh. at least got bbq to look forward to tomorrow. ciaoz~

There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
What you build you lay to waste
There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've got's what you didn't take

So I
I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces
And you
you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets
Don't lie

it seemed empty when you're not around, and yet still so hollow when you're found.
went shopping with my bros today. pat had to buy some cds and a couple of really cool ties, all of which WAY beyond my budget. haha, i shall try to get more shirts, then i will have an excuse for ties. LOL.

we also decided on present for yuyan already. but i shan't say much here, will not spoil it. (:

slacked AGAIN. OMG.

i touched dark crusade again, like after a few months without playing? i still got my touch. haha. and i completed my AND1 Streetball on the xbox.

im bored. and im doing nothing to change it. even after watching that motivational video at HMV Heeren. im still not motivated. haiz. im becoming such a hypocritical being.

oh wells.

i have dental tomorrow at 2pm, meaning i will have about 1.5 hours to rot before math. pat and ford asked me to study. i wonder if i can actually accomplish that. we'll see about that tomorrow.

gotta keep looking up, gotta keep smiling. (:

life without purpose, purpose without life. which is worse?

what is my purpose? what is my life? things happen in ways we cant comprehend. and then again, what's there to understand? life is meant to be a mystery, if not why live it? takes the fun out of you to have a CHEATCODE LIFE. just like the CHEATCODE CURVE. oh damn, that was a long time ago.

and even when your hope is gone
move along
move along
just to make it through

i miss you.
im back again.. lets start from friday shall we?

so i went back to school to supposedly finish the campers assessment. and i thought i was late, but who knows? two ladies took their time haha. and jer! ask me to wake you up and then you never pick up your phone! zzz. so i had about half an hour to go take my stuff from wushu room and do 3 physics MCQ questions. which reminds me, i have to pass over the key to the j1s. please remind me to do so eh! ahaha. aj wushu is my life man.

and as usual, campers assessment is like the worst sai gang ever man. its damn troublesome and BORING. i gave up after a while and drifted off. sorry huiqi, sorry jer! haha. anw we bumped into mr seng, mr tan, meekwan and xavier while doing the assessment. so i guess for that brief moment, i was awake. ahaha. BUT, we still have 3 more to go. argh.

me, huiqi, jer and evadne went with mr seng for lunch! we went to amk s11 where we had our makan. crapped all along the way. then since i still had about an hour to kill before tuition, went with mr seng to jalan jalan in town. which meant i had transport there! haha. we were talking crap the whole time lah. i think if i wasnt wearing school based shirt we would have looked like good friends lah. who could tell we were teacher-student? ahaha.

so we went walking at paragon where he visited placed completely exceeding my budget. $385 for a wallet, $1850 for a bag, WDH. but he treated me to coffee club lah. haha thanks mr seng! (:

so i went for tuition, and he went to buy his stuff. tuition -- BORING. falling asleep by the last half an hour. which he extended, so it was ONE HOUR.

so i pangseh-ed my parents to go pick alford up, if not his dinner by himself. haha poor thing. spammed xbox and movie until 1+ in the morning, den i fell asleep. haha.

okay, today!

bballed at my place, went out after lunch. night swim. invasion of the light-phillic flies. took a DAMN long time enjoying the hot water bath at Laguna. (i think i spent 30mins in the shower? LOL). went to return library books. watched tv. and im here.

i dont understand how i can fail my GP summary at this rate. oh yeah, im tired, as usual. zzz..

if only you were there with me as the sun set for the day.
hope, bloody hell, i dont know if i should hope.
"infatuation" -- i hate this word.
and im still distracted.

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
my bro alford is back in town as of today! me and pat went to fetch him at the airport. haha.

pat called me and told me he'll be there in 20 minutes. and i havent showered, not even prepared. im still wondering what it was i did whole morning. haha.

so i was late for a couple of minutes. but just in time for the train towards changi. lol. talk about impeccable timing.

reached changi and searched for a place to makan. we decided that sakae sushi and breeks were out of our budget at terminal 2. so we settled for the pathetic kopitiam at terminal 1. pat ate chicken porridge which was actually quite reasonable. my laksa was crap. argh i wasted the last bit of my cash.

bumped into a friend of alford's at the airport called feiyang. haha guess he was waiting for alford too. haha. alford has got some really NICE friends. X)

alford took damn long to come out lah. i think he had to declare his cash (S$1000) so he went to buy some stuff from DFS. liquor for his dad, and a small bottle for himself. LOL. and he went to the wrong belt to claim his luggage. so he stoned for like 10 minutes wondering where the hell his stuff went.

aye, my bro just the best lah. bought me and pat a shirt each from hk. but he forgot my shoes. tsk. the shoes in hk are like dirt cheap lah, what a waste. but oh wells, next time got cash then go there buy myself. hahaha.

haha i just realised that there are also people in the same boat as me lah. haha apparently sharon is also stressed about exams, and not doing anything about it! it gives me a TINY bit of relief. haha.

nah, just kidding. but i guess less talk and more action is all we need. and then again, its ME talking. who am i kidding?

alford is coming to my place to stay tomorrow after his studying session (cum dinner) with his "mum". then he's going to pat's place on saturday so they can attend mass on sunday. then we'll go shopping! haha that sounded a bit wrong eh. anyway, alford's a busy guy. haha. i wish i could say the same for myself.

meeting jer and huiqi to do camper assessment tomorrow and study! heh seeyuen was supposed to join us but her mum doesnt allow her out. sadded. haha we will miss you. ><

okay, im off to bed early for the first time this holiday. cheers! (:

im distracted too easily. as someone mentioned before, i have too short an attention span. i guess i need to focus. and i need help in doing that. someone pull me out of this well.

and the shadow of the day
will embrace the world in grey
and the sun
will set for you

and i glimpse the last rays of the sun on the horizon; streaks of bright orange marring the deep blue-gray skies.
long day of tuition! *phews*

4-6pm, math. went through AP and GP and summation real quick. i think my hands didnt stop writing for the whole 2 hours lah! but it was good revision and good practice. tsk, i saw a person from my former econs class. i waved and said hi but i think she didnt remember me. sadded.

went to makan dinner with allena and her friend (my new friend too! XD) yvonne. ate at macs at centrepoint. the aircon there is also like a damn freezer. my insides were shaking so badly through the meal that i thought i would just die of spasms. brr!

we went to shop for fathers day! or at least allena did, and me and yvonne just went with her. and i provided my very insightful 男人 opinion! haha. we ended up at world of golf at paragon, where allena bought a golf cap for her dad. so nice huh. haha. i just dont have the time or budget to invest. and my dad doesnt believe in stuff like father's day and such anyway.

730 - 930pm, physics! woah, i realised the saturday class is crammed with familiar people. the whole front row (well, almost) was occupied by 2706. weide and gang. ahaha. the back row was all nyjcians. and i know most of the people there! haha.

after class i waited with allena for her dad to arrive since it was late. but who knows? her dad's car was waiting behind the dumpster, so our view was blocked. haha. and lucky that zhutou is more observant than me, so she noticed her dad's car not too long after.

allena said something interesting today! "i wish i had a boyfriend like jasline, so observant!" haha.

i think the music on my plugs today was good. LP's Minutes to Midnight. they changed their style, and the some of the lyrics in the songs just struck a chord with me. and the bass, oh yeah, they upped their bass.

alford's coming back tomorrow! me and pat gonna pick him up after meeting for lunch. hope i can make it in time for math though. haha.

catch 'yall tomorrow!

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
okay my turn to kahpoh quiz le. cos i have nothing much more to blog about. haha. i guess people are sick and tired of hearing me talk about how much ive slacked in a day. HAHA.

here goes:

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1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME?
lim pang kiat daryl. yes, the BJ is just my chinese one. ahaha.

2. WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?
white, yonex badminton pants.

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
that's why - MLTR.

4. ARE YOUR LEGS CROSSED?
nope.

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
grapes! bought from NTUC, very sweet lah! haha.

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
erm, do they come in silver? haha.

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
clear night sky, brilliant stars. (:

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
wenhao! we're trying to solve math! haha. that stupid qn given by blurblur.

9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
her smile!

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
im doing this for kicks ya know, and dean is definitely not in my 'lil black book. XD

11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
sick, probably from the rain when i went out and the freezer at kfc. sore feet from all the people who dont pity those wearing slippers and insist on having 3-inch killer heels.

12. FAVOURITE DRINK?
this changes with circumstance. depends on what im doing.

13. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
now you're talkin'! kahlua.

14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT?
wushu!

15. HAIR COLOUR?
black.

16. EYE COLOUR?
brown.

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
nope, mummy wants to save money. hey, that actually rhymed! haha.

18. SIBLINGS?
they're sent from hell. younger bro and sis.

19. FAVOURITE MONTH?
october. 'cos thats when my birthday arrives. (:

20. FAVOURITE FOOD?
home-cooked.

21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
shrek 3! first time i laughed at something dying. and nearly broke my neck 'cos we were sitting front row.

22. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
my birthday. oh yeah, im a self-centred ass. X)

23. SATURDAY OR SUNDAY?
saturday. ill probably dread going back to school on sunday.

24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
nope. it might take time, but yeah why not?

25. DO YOU LIKE MARMITE?
im okay with it. guess many people dunno what this is! haha. its yeast seasoning. haha. goes well with porridge.

26. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter! im a sucker for snowflakes.

27. HUGS OR KISSES?
depends on who they're coming from.

28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate!

29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?
no, 'cos it shows ure either slacking like me or really bored. also like me.

30. WHOS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
doubt anyone would wanna do this.

31. WHOS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
everyone else?

32. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS?
as in the future? nice, simple, cozy.

33. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
still havent finished "The World Is Flat" by Thomas L. Friedman.

34. DID YOU WAKE UP BEFORE YOUR ALARM WENT OFF?
never happened, not gonna happen.

35. DO YOU MISS YOUR BIG BROTHER YET?
heck, im the oldest.

36. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
sweet smelling stuff. like esters? haha.

37. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
things which happen when they're not supposed to. GOOD things.

38. BUTTERED, PLAIN OR SALTED POPCORN?
salted.

39. FAVOURITE CRISPS?
ruffles, sour cream 'n onion.

40. FAVOURITE CAR?
i want my BMW 7 series!

41. FAVOURITE FLOWER?
roses. although i had to spend a bomb on them for aj idol.

42. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEYRING?
3, but they're gonna drop to 2. *sobs*

43. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
in which context? literally, no. figuratively, i guess i can manage, yeah.

44. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
friday. cos it signals THE END.

45. RED OR WHITE WINE?
red.

46. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
cut cake sing song? and mugg for promos. y'know, the usuals. X(

47. DO YOU OWN A DONOR CARD?
not that i know of..

48. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
"am i still sleeping?"

49. WHAT ARE YOU DOING AFTER YOU FINISHED THIS?
continue with that darn math question.

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crap aside. haha.

went to mug with seeyuen today. haha as usual, she was late. where's your sense of urgency girl? knock it down! hahaha. i miss those days. XD

did my math revision paper. and what a good revision it was. you know what ive learnt?

i learnt that i have a lot more things to learn. ahahaha.

it was raining when i left home, so my feet got soaked. and the kfc at novena has an air-con which works like a freezer. my legs and hands were numb really quick. the temperature meant a lot of toilet breaks! zzz so paiseh lah.

whats even more paiseh is, i realised my shorts got lobang lah! i didnt even notice until i went to the toilet. wdh. and i went all the way there on the train, where i sat down and OPEN MY LEGS DUA DUA LET PEOPLE SEE. wow lah.

studied organic chem while i makan-ed. and i fell asleep while doing my math. i need the motivation more than seeyuen. heh.

tomorrow is the start of the crash course! and make-up lesson for physics at 730pm. which ALSO means i cannot go home early. and ALSO have to eat out, meaning more noise from mum. haiz.

okay lah, quite long le right? cyaz~

wakeup man, wakeup. you're still in lala land.
wahseh, im tired.

today went for bball session with the bros and some other ppl who graduated from CHS. we had lots of fun playing today lah, even though we lose like hell. the other team got such a 巨人 how to win? LOL.

zhiheng is really agile for such a tall person lah. tmd, i think next time i play with him i dont wanna 切 already. the whole day tio rejected by him like swatting flies liddat. haiz. even wil cannot win him lah. tsk.

we played 5 v 4 while waiting for BOK (body odour king). eh btw, this name is not i give de hor. but its true man. ugh. anyway, the 5 v 4. me, wil, sixu and cw. against zhiheng, kah hwee, geng liang and lun kwang. (did i spell it right?)

kana thrash also. sixu as usual trying to be funny keep solo-ing and shooting. haha. but nvm lah, some went in. ahaha. i guess i today also quite 废. cannot power on eh.

when our last player finally arrived we played full court. 2 round, first using the team in 5 v 4, the next was aj wushu against the rest. what can i say? we are too pro. tio thrash again. everyone was too tired already lah. left kr alone to defend. 4 v 1, LOL. but i think at the end we really played hard and chiong all the way. we managed to get back a bit eh? thats the spirit we should have in everything we do. 不管对手有多强, 只要勇往直前, 决不放弃, 失败也无所谓.

oh yeah, there was some other people doing wushu in the shaded area lah. i think their coach just as CMI as us. late and never turn up. haha. oh wells. after bball we went for drink, and back home it was.

and i slacked the day away again. die le lah.

别因为以前的失败而气馁, 也别担心犯下同样的错误而畏惧. 只有正视失败, 克服败北感, 胜利才会属于你的.
argh, i just took a look at the calendar, and its 2 more weeks to exams. and guess what? ive done nada for revision. i wonder how badly i will probably fail this time. ><

attended my cousin gary's wedding yesterday. i have absolutely ZERO recollections of the guy. every CNY he wont be at home when we visit. but yesterday, i felt so proud of him! 'cos we're all one family, no matter how distant we are. (:

struggled out of bed early, and reached their place at bishan quite early too. i think we arrived around 9 plus. my favourite cousins were already there so i had people to keep me company all the way. haha. makan-ed lunch at around 1030am.

its been a while since we cousins last went out. haha. so we took the time to catch up and laugh our hearts out. oh yeah, and how could we forget the inevitable "parents-lets-compare-and-contrast-your-kids" talk. after a while, you get used to this crap.

left for back home by 12pm. haha. did nothing except spam my xbox for the afternoon. until me and dad went to buy char kway teow for a light snack. and again, i was raving hungry, so it was extra gratifying to eat my favourite hawker food. haha.

i finally got a chance to wear my white shirt! it has been rotting inside my cupboard since aj idol finals. haha. and the opportunity presented itself for me to wear something more "yo" for a change. ahaha. eh, my mum thinks it looks ah beng lah. i think there is something called a 代沟 here. haha.

so much for staying solemn during SOLEMNISATION! my dad so picky on me appearing more formal and making me tuck in my shirt. and yet during the ceremony he was crapping with me all the way lah. i think give my dad a few years younger and we would blend in well with the wushu people together lah. haha. our jokes all one-kind de. oh well. like father like son i suppose. XD

dinner was so-so i guess. could've been better. bang guo and his other half sat with the rest of us "kids" for dinner! haha. welcome back man. its been so long since ALL the cousins sat together for makan. but then again missing aaron and meifen. haiz. too bad you guys didnt come.

left for home at 11pm. bathe, sms, sleep. Zzz.

today had to wake up early for tuition again, my god! i think i was half dead on the way there. all my questions today WRONG again. sian.

couldnt find a place to study today. so in the end me and jasline went home after giving up on library@orchard. heh. no mood today anyway. ><

came back and slacked all the way. until 9pm, when i FINALLY started studying. haha. and here i am! i really hope i can keep to my resolution to stop slacking and finally start mugging. haha hopefully my mugging sessions with blurblur next week helps! XD

gotta get myself back in the flow. lets go.

chiong ah~ ZZZ.
wushu camp! supposed to wake up at 530am. alarm rang, snoozed for another 10 minutes before i woke kr up. and i told him, "eh you brush your teeth le call me." and i went back to bed for another peaceful 5 mins. and surprisingly, i have a knack for waking wil up lah. considering what kind of pig sleeper he is, its quite a feat haha!

i made breakfast! 2 slices of bread with peanut butter, planta margarine and kaya! haha. i thought it was not a bad effort for someone half asleep. and thanks to kr for the milo! XD

so much for tone setting. we tried our best to make the camp a bit more serious, but then again, we wushu people are just all jokers. haha. and cw still in AB camp mode. "1,2,3, permission to recover.." haha then he realised no one was doing with him and stopped. haha it was so spas we all couldnt help but laugh.

i think PT was xiong lah. i think if i do sure pok de. all those circuits and burpies and what-have-you. hope joanne is still okay bah.

games: Factor B is a FAILURE. from water obstacle become a water-WAR. haha. and i didnt tio any water bombs. except for sixu's whose aim quite terrible lah. tmd, very pain lah.

bball is also a GG. me, wil, sixu and cw NOT allowed to go into red zone for the 1st half. 2nd half beginning still okay can go in already. score once then they complain its too imba, then we CANNOT shoot inside. what is this lah. play crap. but anyway my team won. haha. (:

i dont know why, but after bball i felt very sian already. mood swing bah. thankfully lunch was peaceful. and so was training. but i think i lack of proper warmup. my jumps sucked sia. tsk. and im still quite sian lah. haiz.

went to meet my family at novena halfway through wushu lecture. haha. yeah, we do have theory you know. LOL. wlao, the new novena square is tmd confusing to walk lah. first i went to Velocity, which was wrong. then i couldnt find the food court at square 2. thank god for building directories. haha.

found new makan place at novena le. opposite revenue house there is this chicken rice place. LEGEND lah. i ate 2 bowls of rice! haha. i wonder what they ate in school. HAHA.

dad went out with friends, the rest of us went home. karaoke session in the car! haha.

okay okay shall end here. ciaoz~

因为, 每当想起你,都会笑得很开心
im back! now at kr house doing games proposal. haha.

went for training in school. today i think my performance is 绝佳 lah. haha. my 侧空翻 like no kick liddat, my 旋风腿 also can 2 legs land. haha. now that i think about it, if i have to compete my taolu again, its only the 旋子 which i really cannot do. haha.

we were supposed to go back sumo house for dinner. but we took bus 13 until past the bus stop then we realised we were on the wrong bus! thanks ah cw. haha. but also partially my fault lah, 'cos i told them the bus was here. haha. so in the end we went to j8 for makan. and kfc no space, so in the end we ate tori-Q at the open space. haha. standard wushu bonding.

so now im at kangrui's place and we finished discussing our games. haha. took shorter than expected. oh wells. i wonder how the camp is going to go tomorrow. im gonna miss the wushu people after we step down. can i dont? haha.

thats it for now folks. ciaoz~
im supposed to be in school now. but having diarrehoea. did i spell it right? doubt it. haha.

lets talk about yest!

went to study with my bros alford and pat! instead of school we ended up at bishan library. haha. and i tell you, better queue up in advance 'cos 5 mins after it opened, its damn hard to find a place to study lah. all the tables were taken. tsk.

ford went back to school to help me and pat take phy tys. haha. he was wearing CV lah. thankfully the security guard is like our good friend luh. haha. and thanks ford, even though i didnt manage to use it much. haha.

bishan library is quite a popular hangout? the minute we stepped on the 4th floor and we saw sharon with this other guy! haha. at first didnt recognize her 'cos her hair was down mah. den i look ABIT more closely and then, eh! eh yo! haha. i think my opening sentence to everyone is the same now lah. haha. wushu people are just like that. EH YO!

NOT LONG AFTER, we saw alford's council friend siang ning (aka PINGPONG). haha. and her friend PRAWN EAT FISH. haha. yeah, i rmb we said its something to blog about. haha. paiseh, no bad meaning intended. its just DAMN FUNNY! haha. oh wells, better hope they dont find my blog haha. anyway, they were really nice lah, when the people sitting at the table next to them left, they went to tell us there were seats lah. reduced my chance of sleeping on the sofa lol.

my man patrick, cannot study next to the AV section of the library. period. 'cos he will go spam some documentaries. HAHA.

i left at about 3pm to meet up with GALLANT! haha. our outing is finally here! watched shrek 3. really darn funny. even though we sat in front row, i just lean back and laugh. but im so inspired by artie! even though he gets bullied and ostracized, he still stands up for what is right and believing in himself. oh yeah, and our lovable big green ogre was really nice too.

guess when it comes down to it, would you rather save ur friend's life but sacrifice your friendship, or would you remain friends forever (RIP) and let him die? goodness. Xd

too bad we weren't full strength yest lah. i missed all of you guys. haha. kkz later junwei say its very gay again. hope next outing we can all go yeah? kbox!!

dinner at pasta! but i think i ate something wrong, today wake up early just to lao sai. kns.

after dinner we went to kpool. omg, the rates after 6 are just IMBA. haha. but anyway kimbell just shoved 5 bucks to junwei before he left. haha. i ended up paying $2 only. hahaha.

haha nearly thrashed junwei last game. tsk. i too long never play, off form le. haha. oh wells.

went home after. cant be too late, or my parents will yell. haha. and i was so dead tired that i just went to sleep, neglecting my physics. haha.

okay, will update on today tonight. ciaoz~
attended DE AAR like a good ex-EXCO member. haha. took extra long to finish though. when 老大 said it would take one hour only, i asked sixu to come amk hub earlier. then one hour later, it was not even half done, i had to tell sixu to take his time. so paiseh lah! in the end, i was like 1 hour +++ late. oh wells.

we managed to find a shop that repairs xbox! haha. congrats man, hope you get ur console up and running soon. study hard oso ah! haha.

chionged home to mug. haha. when i thought i reached home at around 430, i thought sure no time to study le lah. but who knows? 一山还有一山高. got a blur queen sleeping when she's supposed to be mugging. oh wells. haha. then i procrastinated until around 5 before i started.

i need to keep up this momentum! if i stop now, i guess it will be a lost cause. haha. oh yeah! CS called me to ask me this question on differential equations. and i was totally lost cause i didnt even start on that topic yet. but i managed to solve it anyway! haha. im so proud of myself. XD

argh this com sucks man. gotta get it fixed soon. haiz.

gotta get my head straight. lets not overdo it this time. (:

"life is about being able to move on and accepting people for who they are and what they have become. even if it means you have to share a portion of their hearts."
finished the game proposal. finally.

and when i thought i was done and over with this. feels crappy to be doing proposals again. oh well. hope its the last.

dunno what im doing lah. tsk. no sense of urgency anymore. should i punish myself? hahaha.
better try and think straight now that its over.
okay, saw this on friendster and thought i might share.
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You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 96% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.

From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends withother guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you.

One of the sexiest thing about a girlis her confidence. Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.Take Advantage of the mood i'm in.

let us pay for you! dont "feel bad"about it. We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you."

Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for who you are and notwhat you are. honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don't talk about how hot Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartneyi s in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word"handsome"/"beautiful"?

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont't wait for him to change. ditch him. sorry, disgrace to the male population ass and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel, or what you do. Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say"i love you" ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

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woah, kinda weird for a girl to be posting this on friendster eh? but what the heck. some of the stuff in there are quite true eh. especially the 2nd last paragraph. girls should really take a look at how we're feeling when you wait blindly at crossroads for the world to come give you directions.

sometimes, things can turn out better this way. and everyone is happy.
At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.

You seem to lack the energy of late to get up and go. Your objectives appear to be unattainable and no one seems to care. You feel lost, neglected and need some W.T.C. (Warm tender care).

You are not an argumentative sort of person and 'rather than fight - you'd switch' (an old cigarette ad cliche). But when you try to assert yourself - as sometimes you may try to do - you meet with so much resistance and effrontery that manifests itself so obviously that you become hurt, indignant and resentful. So in order to have peace and quiet you tend to become inhibited. You keep it all to yourself but deep down, you 'feel' and 'hurt' a lot.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.

woah. is this really me?
argh i cant stand this com already luh.. so lag and CMI. and not like me okay, blur blur see yuen. im loads better than this stupid com.

i actually started mugging today. amazing new record. and im blogging just to make this statement. that i actually started studying. haha.

argh outing. i probably shouldnt have suggested it so soon. cos im still broke. i need the financial backing leh. haiz. I NEED A SPONSOR!

blur blur see yuen. dun emo le okay. haiyo u ah. muz control urself! its okay if some other guy ditches you, cos who needs him anyway? look on the brighter side yeah? you still got ur friends and family. chin up girl! you're better than that to let this kinda things dictate your life eh. smile! (:

change what you can, and leave be what you cannot.

lets live life to our fullest.
to my junior ANG CHIAN WOON!



happy 17th birthday!



i know you for also about a year le bah, so fast its past. even though the time we know each other is not say very long, i think we managed to bond and become quite close eh?



im always grateful for all the time you were there to talk to me when i needed someone to talk to, especially that night at sentosa last december. haha dunno if you got remember not, but i do. haha. wahseh that sounded so gay.



anyways, there's much more to come in jc life so keep your chin up yeah? we seniors will always be here for you, so keep on peservering! aj wushu one family!



BROS FOREVER MAN. (:



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okay im bored, so here's something off sharon's blog.



name: daryl

nickname: BJ; wushu-man; wushu-boy

astro sign: scorpio

gender: male

hair colour: black

eye colour: black

height: 168cm (haha im 1cm taller than sharon! XD)

favorite colour: purple (hell if i know. im colour blind rmb?)



glasses: gun-coloured. really, thats what the store told me.

tattoos: N/A

birthplace: SG, thomson medical centre

area code: 65

truefrens: those who think im their true fren too.



--Have you Ever?--

cut my own hair: once, to avoid getting caught during hair check. and i may have a future as a barber! haha

done something in the past i regret: oh yeah.

met someone you're not supposed to: erm, if i did, i probably wont know who.

skipped school: can i not say? haha.

bungee jumped: not yet, but its on my to-do list.

punched someone: yeah.

cheated on someone: nope. im a man of my word.

been arrested: me and the guys in blue get along well. but never in cuffs. (:

broken into someone's house: no, i aint that stupid either.

been to a funeral: yeah. sadly.

used a lighter: during birthdays.

--Favourite--

season: winter.

ice cream flavour: chocolate. im a sucker for it.

school subjects: another tricky question.. but if i have to choose it would be math and chem(?)

candy: like i said, nothing in the world like chocolate. (:

breakfast: bread with CHOCOLATE spead.

juice: orange!

book(s): anne rice. nora roberts. etc. haha.

movie(s): anything which keeps me awake.

song(s): anything with a nice rhythm and good beat. haha.

letter(s): meaningful ones.

fastfood restaurant: macs; KFC; subway

disney princess: i liked ariel. haha

tv station: MEDIACORP

name for a son: ah-boy

name for a daughter: ah-girl (i have no creativity in this area)

--Do you Prefer--

chocolate or vanilla: refer to above.

alcoholic: i can drink, but id rather not to.

scary movies or comedies: comedies

short or long hair: haha. this is something i have not sorted out since sec school. when i find out ill let yall know.

croutons or bacon bits: bacon.

--First Things that Come to Mind--

mexicans in general: gabriel iglesias. darn funny fat-ass comedian. haha.

school: chung cheng lake.

grass: cows.

cow: grass? LOL.

canada: glaciers.

mouse: TOM AND JERRY!

hands: blisters from playing golf.

--The Past 3 Days Have You--

watched a movie: oh yeah. pirates 3!

talked on the phone: yupp.

cried: not in a year.

choked: while bathing, imagine that. gotta stop singing. haha.

drank a glass of water: not from a glass though.

done drugs: nope.

read a book or magazine: yeah, in the toilet. XD

watched tv: sadly, no.

looked in the mirror: yeah. constantly checking on my pimples.

taken a shower: i look in the mirror each time after my shower. duh.

taken a picture: oh yeah.

listened to music: i take my plugs with me wherever i go. so yeah.

kissed someone: would my dog count? and its more of she kissing me. >.<

told someone you liked them: nope.

yes im done! haha.

SCORPIO - Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

woohoo!

chao fellaz~

daryl aka BJ
BMTC school 1 AJ wushu teenager part-time maid

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