Tuesday, September 18, 2007 @ 3:23 AM
prelims are over!
one week of break!
and its.. MOCK EXAMS. sian.
den another week of break!
den its A LEVELS. GG.
look like i cannot slack le leh. haiz. muz chiong ah. no no wait. muz say it with more enthu-ness. MUZ CHIONG AH! lol. tt looks better. x)
i must thank my sister! cos she helped me borrow the high school musical 2 soundtrack from her friend! haha. i only mentioned it once and she really help me borrow. im so touched. okay ill be nice and buy tt ichigo bliss for her. when i find time.
and i cant order my xbox games anymore! meaning i have to go in to malaysia and buy. zzz. but kor kor say he will bring me after my A lvls so good. start saving now and buy all that i want next time.
im wondering when i will start working. i wanna earn my own cash so i dont have to rely on my parents so much. but how much can i earn and where can i start? sounded so easy before, but when i think about it now, its damn hard lah! argh. sylvester! better 培养 your 徒弟 leh! haha.
and so many things rushing back to me now.. its too late to regret ba. haiz. one must live for the future, if not he will remain stuck in the present. but if i could turn back the clock, i would definitely live my life differently.
its back to school tomorrow, and i cant say im looking forward to it. PE first thing in the morning. SIAN. hopefully i get to play games. heh.
i wanna ignore these feelings now, they're too much of a distraction to me. its something i cant afford now.after reading kr's post, feelings of reminiscence just rushed up in me. i miss the jc1 days sia -- all the slacking in wushu, hanging out with my bros, failing tests together. thats the slackers life man. but now, i guess i have to adjust to a new life.
my 18th birthday is coming soon, in slightly more than a month. i guess its time i grew up. no one stays young and carefree forever. its our time to share the burden of the world.
if no one helps to share the burden, wont it be more stressful for all the others out there? do your society a helping hand. feel stressed. >< (random!)i realised there's so many things in my life i dream of and i couldnt accomplish. good results, good fitness, being a role model, having a nice and stable BGR, etc etc. but i guess those are dreams yet to be fufilled. maybe one day ill have the strength and ability to finish what i started, and what i have yet to begin. one say, someday.