Tuesday, November 21, 2006 @ 12:25 AM
going back to school was a waste of time, just went there to settle role for the track meet and watch the bball guys train only. went to play pool with alford at kpool, kena thrashed again. haiz. some things just dont go right when you want them to. oh well. i can improve.
gonna go watch casino royale tonight, but i dont mind watching again with my friends. afterall, tonight's show is free. haha.
met ryan on the train on the way home. he was going to town, go play play. ahahah. go on date more like it lah. haha. yeah also met zhijue on the train. woot.
training tomorrow. but i think i will go down to ah gong's place to get my xbox games first, then meet up with the wushu people at hougang.
guess i have to stone here at toa payoh until this week is over. maybe i can get some work done. argh, everyone else is at chalet or outside. goddamn.
the heart does not change its inclination so easily. its like tree roots, digging deep into the fertile earth like steel spokes through soft mud. the rain falls, making the weather cool and relaxing. but once the dark clouds part, and sun shines through the sky; the mud dries and solidifies. the once free and loose roots are now entrenched deep into the ground, never to be uprooted again. and when the earth loses its potency, the minerals and fertility washed away by the eroding climate, and there is no more worth left for the heart, it is unable to move. firmly stuck in the dying ground, it withers and fades; once deep red petals falling to the ground, turning into grey white ash as the wind dissolves it. the dead heart, dies with the earth it has formed a symbiotic relationship with. fate, plays its cruel hand.