Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @ 6:16 AM
went to school to do the banner design. or so i thought. i waited in the library, reading, until daniel called. afterwhich i proceeded to amk. saw serena and my(and her's i suppose) friend from cchms mugging! they make me feel so ashamed i havent really started on my homework. anyway, jiayou! work hard for promotional exams!
came home to study. i actually managed to finish my current of electricity notes, and chemical equilibrium. quite an accomplishment, looking back at the past few weeks.
i think today i struck a good balance. really good. i guess when you get the ball rolling, things start to go smoothly. workwise, i meant. yeah, when it gets down real deep, no great amount of work or stress can bring it away. during the ogl briefing on saturday mr cheng mentioned that he told his councillors that the best way to cope with stress is a heavy workload. work keeps you preoccupied, i guess, but the stress is never eliminated. working with a heavy heart. jeez. i pity the councillors.
saw something today. i dont know if i should be happy, or if i should be sad. is it a mere coincidence? maybe its fated. fate. im beginning to hate that word. resigned to fate, i am. but every once in a while fate plays its cruel hand. im too confused. again, dammit.
it would seem so shallow. is heaven giving me another chance? oh how i wish you knew. a long time ago, we talked about intuition. how it leads and changes and directs our emotions. where has that gone?
do i still have a chance? my feelings have never wavered. i still stand here, waiting. forever waiting. oh, how i wish you know my feelings for you. are you sitll there? you seem so distant now. so near, yet so far.. yes. truly. you are beyond my reach.