Friday, December 15, 2006 @ 5:20 AM
intensive study session with alford today! he came over my place in the morning and we mugged our day away. well, at least most of it. hahah.
managed to finish my math up to summation. and chem up to the essay questions.
nothing much more interesting today. oh yeah, except alford the poor guy is sitting opposite me and doing his council proposals. sad case man.
im not picky. i never was. but i think i have the right to be picky when it comes to affairs of the heart. but its not fair if im not given the choice. why it is i have to wait? im sick of waiting. im sick, tired and confused. things happen so suddenly that i cannot react. if only time could go back, im sure i will make things turn out differently. who wouldnt? given the chance to go back and correct your past mistakes?
maybe its time to stop saying "i want this" and ask myself "what do other people want". lets go beyond the boundaries that bind us to ourselves. be who we want to be, not just merely who we are.