Monday, February 12, 2007 @ 6:37 AM
no light at the end of the tunnel..
i dont want to make things difficult for any of us.. things are starting to get out of hand. i hate to tulan here and there, and then get high and happy again, only to fall harder each time i have to face the fact that things are not working the way i want it to be.
ill now play by ear, and see how things go. this is all the hope i have left, all thats left of me, and all i hold dear. i should begin resigning myself to the situation where all is lost, bleak and desolation sets upon; so that forgetting is a much less painful experience.
maybe its not meant to be, but deep in my heart, im hoping that i still have a chance..