Sunday, March 11, 2007 @ 7:14 AM
long time since i updated.. guess there's irregularity 'cause of the CTs.. oh well its over now and i can blog again. (:
schools out for the term 1 break! but it doesnt seem much of a break though. gone through alot of stuff the past few days, now im seriously tired and drained.
i think about what's happened to me in the past year, and all i can say is that you've influenced me more than you may know. in different ways, you've given me comfort and at the same time pissed me off more than anything else. oh damn, like xavier mentioned, we are all walking ironies. i cant help but think that sometimes i feel so alone in this world. there's no one left except me, and the rest of the people who act as an entire separate entity, leaving me alone with my confused heart.
but i decided that i wont think about this any longer, who cares if im alone? there are so many loners out there, so i guess one more to its population wont hurt. heh, and to think i just mentioned to my dad that nothing can be entirely independent. everything has to rely on another to survive, to function, to work. just like machines cannot run without electricity, children cannot exist without parents -- Man needs his fellow man. (and women, for that fact.)
but herein lies the question -- what is it that we want to obtain from our fellow human? is it wealth, knowledge, power, or other materialistic distractions of the world? or would you rather have the comfort of a true friendship, the embrace of a loved one, or just the touch of someone you truly love? i, would give all the money in the world, just to enjoy that small, small aspect of life.
tomorrow i have to go down to CMPB for my NS medical screening. hope they dont ask for a sperm count or urine test or stuff like that. PT attire? shit, means going to have to do cardiovascular. and not forgetting all the lectures i will be missing this week. shit shit shit.
delta exp instructors training camp -- at Dairy Farm Adventure Camp, and NO, WE'RE NOT GOING TO SQUEEZE COWS TITTIES FOR MILK. period.
wushu training stayover camp -- gotta get my shoes, my clothes, heck gotta practise my goddamn singing.
thats bout it for this week folks, see yall next.
cheers.
i hope im missed.