Monday, April 16, 2007 @ 7:05 AM
lethargic day. i guess thats how dreary mondays are.
dont know why, but my thoughts drifted towards my taolu.. and towards you. i still feel.. incomplete.only GP was a little productive. managed to actually focus and think for a while. but then again. back to snores.
took photos, went for training.
me and cw finally successfully did the rolling stunt.. with coach's help also lah. couldnt help but jump and scream. after so long, after so much, we finally did it. actually, cw did most of the work lah. i just had to roll and pray. ahahah. now we're really ready for tomorrow.
i believe in miracles.. as long as they last.celebrated nyuk min's birthday! the aj wushu celebration. haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NYUK MIN!
after training coach come and spas with me by taking my Taka voucher.. den come and 推手 with me. then my man jack came in. think i was too tired to play anymore, then i tulan and kp him. really sorry man, i wasnt thinking straight.
i really suck at controlling myself sometimes. i cant think about my actions before i actually do them, and i always seem to regret. Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man
Go easy on my conscience
cause its not my fault
I know Ive been taught
To take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
Im in pain
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man
Once youve found that lover
Youre homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doin all I can
To be a better man
as i listened to this song on the train home.. i couldnt help thinking.if there is a God, i really hope he can take away my suffering. i dont suffer as other people do - i dont experience poverty or sickness or what have you, but i feel pain just like any other miserable person on this earth.pity? i guess i dont deserve it at this point. but im trying, im still trying.请你不要再搅乱我的心情, 现在我需要的是集中精神.