Monday, April 09, 2007 @ 7:54 AM
today was the first day of wushu comp.. reached school early to train.. haiz i think my jumps are really CMI le lah. feel like shit, want to give up le.
see the judges today give points.. vomit blood suan le.
yiming should have gotten at least silver. at minimum. bloody hell.
looks like being first has no benefits. except u are the bottom feeder, the one who will get pushed down further. sucks being first, sucks being me on thursday.
i like wad cw written in his blog about wushu.. i think it really reflects ourselves when we compete, reflects us whenever we do our stuff. wushu is not really your normal court game or outdoor/indoor sport; wushu is more like a spirit within us. its something that teaches determination, perserverance, respect, honour, strength, loyalty. it gives us more than providing fitness -- it is a way of life. it is OUR way of life.
so many things now.. too many to take. feels.. different, somehow.
cant explain some things. hope to get it right now. i should not be feeling this way. not like this. it already over.
望着你们,我心里不禁酸了一阵; 故事不是早已结束了么?那我心为何无法平静?
细雨中的碰面,花落里的分散;我们又在雪花纷纷的背景擦身而过.下一次的季节,到底会留下怎样的回忆,怎样的情绪?