Monday, October 22, 2007 @ 9:21 AM
omg! its only ONE more week to the A levels! wahliews, time is too fast for me to think eh.
and i still went to play bball today. wad am i doing sia? play until all my luck gone. but then hor, today is really so damn tyco. haha. the feel is good man.
GP mock exam was crap, i didnt manage to finish (again) and ford was sleeping lah! tsk tsk.
saw cw and yk on the way out of school. they were going to IMM paktoh lah! brings back memories.. oh wells. thou shall not emo.
kfc is a terrible place to study. period. so i suggested bball. ford, kah hwee, geng liang joined in. and i think kr almost fainted lah! tsk. im a bad influence kids, so stay away from me if possible.
im officially a free man. a sober and hardened one, but a free man nonetheless. and its constituent of my freedom that i shall express myself in the wee hours of the morning.
okay luh, now i really dunno what im typing le. i guess its kinda sian to look at the time flying away from you throughout this period. im sick and tired of worrying about my results and my future. im sick and tired of looking at things which i cannot see myself doing. its exhausting to put oneself in a position which one cannot thrive in.
oh and uh, i passed my previous 2 essays. whoopee-doo. i think 'nearly there' really is too far for comfort.
time passes too quickly -- before you know it, its all over. people dont understand that they should treasure what they have and make the best of it before its all over. nothing lasts forever. not even love.
love is a relative concept. i love you, you love me, we are happy family. its a multiple-way thing for it to work. so one-sided feelings for someone isnt called love. no, not even if you break a couple of legs for him/her. thats plain stupidity.
call me a loser, but im seriously beginning to lose faith in that word. "love". sounds so exhalted and holy. but its the root cause of most of the pain and suffering felt by pimply, bespectacled teenagers all over the world.
eh, dont get me wrong hor. im not discouraging people to love. for godsake people, go out there and love each other. but whatever you do, dont get in the way of others. please, dont. if its one thing i learnt from a GP compre paper, its that ideals dont co-exist. they are like giving a terrorist c4 and a fuse. (okay, bad example.)
you just dont do it.
aiyah, sian already lah. dunno why im wasting time here.
buhbyes.