Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 6:19 AM
this is it.
i was supposed to leave at 0030 hrs today, but thanks to 2LT sum, i was able to delay my flight to Brunei and leave tomorrow so i could attend grandma's cremation. i guess i owe this largely to 2LT sum, wing comd and cpl ahmad. thanks alot, me and my family are eternally grateful.
i guess i lost restraint as i was sending grandma off. it was like a safety valve in me just opened and all the feelings poured out like sand in a bottle. i cried harder than anyone else today. funny thing ain't it? i guess in the end, letting her go wasnt that easy.
i spent some time with clarissa after everything was over. we didnt have crazy fun like before, this time was more quiet and peaceful. apart from the occasional scolding and pinching, yeah. it was good, spending time with the people important to you.
i was a good boy and listened, spent dinner with my parents. okay, that made me sound so unfillial. oops.
haha. im sorry i last minute pangseh zhenen and wanching to see nationals.. but my family more important ya. next time we go out and have fun lah.
yea. so now last minute blogging before i go off. ill be away 21 days people! so miss me yea.
ill see ya when i see ya.
i can wait forever.