Wednesday, October 11, 2006 @ 4:18 AM
More and more talks
last night i talked to mom abt my problems. we talked about it for an hour and half, until it was so late. but at least we managed to sort many things out. my life made a good turn there and then. i was much more content and satisfied, and even -- ironically -- depressed, that i had myself judged others based on just my own feelings. i was a hypocrite, and i realised that. i got a whole new list of resolutions.
today had no lessons. first up was the CDP programme organised by the school. the first was Power of a Team, and me alford and mr john (including the rest of the students) went to the hall to find out that they had changed location! so we had to move to the reading room. we got settled down into our chairs and THEN they come tell us to move the tables and chairs. we got sarah as the speaker, she was damn lame, crapping with the group for at least 15 min before she actually started on the workshop. got what ET, CK lah, DAMN LAME.
the workshop was not really a workshop, just a few activities designed with the hope that we would learn something from it. we played the charon's bridge game first, its like the river and crocodiles. simple and easy. it was more of a race than anything else. next was the bridge building activity. that was more fun as we were not allowed to speak during the building of the "bridge". our bridge was so strong that even zhao liang could sit on it! yeah good job guys!
we attended the festival of life as well, which was quite stupid for us guys ba. the dance moves were meant for girls with
shakable asses and .. ahem. yeah anyway, it was over pretty quick and our humiliation died out.
end of school, and the wushu team went to set up the banner. it was no easy task, and we had to use a ladder to tie the lower portion of the banner to the red vents. the string was too short, something we might have to take note of when we make the next banner.
took photos again, this time for a good cause. we had to fill the noticeboard with something, so why not our faces? the girls keep bullying the guys, especially kangrui! haha sympathies man..
went home and got a splitting headache on the train.
my life is turning better (i hope) and pray to god that my results turn out okay. i got friends who actually know if they failed or not, and that is making me worried. not because i will turn out mediocre, but that my mediocre results wont satisfy my parents. and that, will cause more problems. yvonne, dont worry too much kay? take stuff easy and it will all work out. jiayou!
i have to take better notice of myself. i went to look at someone else's blog. i saw something that i didnt want to see. i was completely stunned. and i dont know why. gotta get a grip. was it me? something that i did?
i dont wanna think about it anymore.