Sunday, November 05, 2006 @ 5:17 AM
i woke up the latest, when everyone had already finished their breakfast and were literally waiting for me so that they could clear up. so paiseh.. so i finished eating quickly. everyone went out today -- my grandaunt and aunt went touring around my relatives' places, with my mum as a tour guide. no transport included, service tax exempt. my dad had to attend his relative's funeral ( his mother's cousin's husband passed away ). my sister went to her friend's house to do her salad project. that left me and my bro at home. we went to catch the covenant.
on the way home, i paid for my bro's haircut and went to redeem an optical mouse from Challenger. its not a Razor, but it works better than that balding red dot on the laptop.
came home and watched the 9 ball tour with my dad and stoned. what a waste of time indeed.
weekends are boring if you cant go out i guess.
i feel so isolated from you, why wont you tell me things like you always do? this gap is widening between us; like a crack in the ground which grew into a crevice. this ravine is deep; endlessly black. i can only see myself distancing from you as the gap grows; the bleak skies and torrential rain streaked with while lightning. suddenly im no longer on the ground, im falling through the air. i see myself falling, faster and faster, until i see your face. i fall down towards you; you reach out to embrace me. i get nearer and nearer, until i completely phase and pass through you. falling into you, falling through you. im past you now, heading towards.. nothing.