Wednesday, November 29, 2006 @ 7:17 AM
what is it about us lazy people who cannot wake up on time? i cant believe its the third day running i woke up to switch off my alarm and go back to sleep. argh.
did a bit of my holiday homework in the morning. i did a few binomial sums and realised that my math file in still in my locker in school. i have to go get it back, 'cause the deadline for locker clearance is this friday. so maybe i will go down tomorrow or friday. i probably have to go down on friday anyway, so might as well.
training today. argh. i had to finish my routine in two halves today. gosh. i dont know why my first half of the routine is so darn tiring. its not fair. the second half is relatively easier, and quicker. oh gosh.
i have to start my own self-training. im gonna start with PT everyday. regular gym visits, during driving range trips. how about this: pushups, situps, back flex, squats, calf raises. weight training at the gym. oh yeah and not forgetting to stretch everyday. im still aiming for splits. hahah. but its difficult when you dont have someone to help push you. gotta train hard. argh.
im confused. they're telling me to go for it. but how does a person in my situation start? oh god. ill bet those feelings we once shared are gone, cast into the skies and beyond. thats for your part at least. mine are still here, with me. they were always here, with me. and i doubt they're gonna go away soon. someone help me. SOS.