Friday, April 27, 2007 @ 11:20 PM
i finally sorted it out. it took me the whole night, but i did it.
sickens me to think about myself and my behaviour the past few months. who am i kidding? i cant stop this kind of thing. who am i to dictate my feelings and emotions? who am i to influence others? guess im not cut out to be a leader.
i cant lead, neither can i follow. so where does that leave me? im stuck somewhere in between. and i guess you're not gonna be the one who pulls me out of that abyss.
i admit it, its true. i still think about you. and im sick of it. 'cos it pains me still.
i dont wanna be lonely no more