Monday, April 23, 2007 @ 8:04 AM
i came to school with mixed feelings today. i cant really explain it, but its a mix of dread and excitement. and not forgetting that my emotions are pretty much screwy at the moment.
couldnt pay much attention during class today. but oh well, i survived.
physics actually managed to fly by today, as we spent slightly over an hour doing SPA skill A. and for once, i did it. all by myself. (with some help from Maggie's notes). im proud of it. XD
spent math copying.. and copying. thank god for fishermen's friend and all the other confectionary they design to keep students awake during class.
GP: amazing. i now get a bit worried when people like my man patrick and howard come together for discussion. the rate of digression and the intensity of arguments.. woah. bi-da-ba-bom. oh yeah. rained cats and dogs during GP. which kinda turned the teacher-student discussion into a student-student argument 'cos we couldnt hear her anyway. ahaha.
aj idol.. is a GG. i mean, i can look the part, act the part, but when it comes to SINGING, i lose in all areas. lets face it -- my singing sucks. i dont even know how i got in the finals in the first place. jeez. im just dragging yvonne down with me luh. this feeling sucks.
this feeling sucks. the feeling of being inferior, the feeling of being cast out. who likes to lose? come on. but the sense of inevitability is very over-riding. hope i can cast some miracle by friday, or we're more or less malu-ed on friday.thanks to people like the wushu team, esp xiong jie jie, kr, wil, yiming; for their continual support.见到你的笑容, 我心里出了一道彩虹.见到你的眼泪, 我的心也跟着一起碎.有你的梦, 全都是美梦.若恶梦中碰到了你, 我就知道会有个美好的结局.见不到你的一天, 我的心很空虚.倘若遇见了你, 你却不在我身边,我会很伤心.