Saturday, May 31, 2008 @ 8:42 AM
sometimes i wish i have a machine that could turn back time. the old times were still the best.
today i went out with my bros alford and pat. i met alford early, at about 11 at bugis. we went walking around and window shopping, looking for nice shoes and shirts. haha. and we saw this nice shirt at G2000! haha. maybe ill consider it when i go out with jon next week. he more on to buy lah, not like ford. hahaha.
so we bumped into dania while we were walking around. she was all alone and so SAD so we decided to keep her company for a while lah. i think she was surprised to see us lah. haha. out of the blue and random. but i could tell she missed us. xD
oh yeah and chao ah lian had this friend who she swears is chinese. but me and ford agreed that if we didnt know it before hand we would have mistaken her for malay. haha.
so dania and said friend left at about 1330, so me and alford decided to continue waiting for pat at starbucks. and my man arrived about 1500. oh yeah, both of them were wearing the caps i bought for them in the states! haha. coincidence eh.
so we caught narnia at 1550. long show man. but it wasnt bad, not fantastic either. haha. i gotta admit, you have to know your story well to understand what was going on.
we went our separate ways not long after the show, since we had appointments after. so i went home for my dinner, and i spent the rest of the night doing my assignment. and i went for a run. i managed to surprise myself by maintaining 3km in 15 minutes. haha.
i find that when im with people like my bros, i tend to forget all my problems and just fade away into the bliss i experience when im around them. its the kind of feeling used to get, when we spent our days together and made our own spaces in each others' lives.
i guess there are many things i would wanna change if i could go back in time. i would make a 1st stop 4 years back. and do the thing which i regret the most. then i would remain in limbo in my jc years. when i had the most fun and most tears.
now when i look at my life in front of me, i guess i can only move forward. its what i can make most out of it now, instead of reminiscing and whining about the past. if we're not meant to be, then we're not. but ill make our memories a part of me forever.
you will always be a part of me.