Monday, October 16, 2006 @ 5:32 AM
RESULTS
today was killer. got back physics first thing in the morning. fucked it up even though it was an easy paper. 53% overall. i just stoned the whole morning until after lunch. i cheered up a bit after talked a bit to alford during lecture. thanks bro. and sorry guys, those who tried to cheer me up. sorry for being such an asshole.
maths, which i
thought was the KILLER, actually turned out better than physics. i couldnt, hell i STILL cant believe this. omfg, i freaking got a B for math. now i owe everyone drinks. goddamn.
im still worried for the rest of the team, especially hwee teng, nyuk min, yvonne, daryl and wil. i dunno about the rest (havent asked) but whatever happens ill still worry. dont give up guys. we're still fighting. heard about the conditional promotion? 1 h2 and 2 h1 can le. so go grab marks where you can.
shit ill stop blogging about depressing promos.
talked to alford today. talked about a lotta stuff. which made sense. yeah, great minds think alike. but anyway, i believe that we can solve all our problems. yeah, PROBLEMS.
i dunno what is wrong with me, maybe im stupid or something, but why cant i just succeed in the way i plan? i gotta catch up. i MUST do well in the a lvl chinese this year. die die must do well. cant let my parents down anymore. cant let those who care down.
i know its random, but i just wanna thanks all those who have been there for me. be you a friend or foe, thanks anyway. i couldnt have made it through the year without you. in different ways, different people have helped made this year a learning experience. without a doubt, i believe i have matured to a certain extent this year. the adversity one can face in a junior college is undeniably expansive. adversity makes one learn. adversity makes one grow. adversity makes one stronger.
stronger? in some ways yes, but then again in some ways no. we're all still young and inexperienced in life. the sea is still as broad as the horizon, as broad as one can see. so go forth, and step boldly. the light has never felt so warm on my skin.