Monday, May 07, 2007 @ 9:26 PM
cocked up computer at home.. im reduced to this. god, i want a laptop.
alot of things have happened since the last post. got the siao siao uncle at AMK hub, got my ce kong fan.. and a lot more lah.
i think i am slowly becoming numb when it comes to this. it doesnt feel so painful anymore to think about having to face the truth. i can only feel wistful and regret that im not the person who i want myself to be; that people expect me to be; that others would like to see.
a leopard never changes its stripes, just like a person cant change himself. but sometimes, change is needed to satisfy others. so what do i do? change who i am for others? or stay the same way for myself?screw this. i need a hug. ><