Tuesday, October 17, 2006 @ 7:30 AM
Promo results. dunno wad to say.
the moment of truth:
-physics: D (53/100)
-maths: B (62.5/100)
-chem: B (67.8/100)
-chinese: A (72.3/100)
-GP: D (53/100)
-econs: S (40/100)
well, theres my promo results. on reflection, there was improvement in all my subjects. i should be happy. arent i? sometimes i just cannot comprehend why is that when i put in my best efforts, i still cannot reach the stage where my results are ideal? is my reach short of the horizon where i aim? what is it that is wrong?
many people tell me that my results are above average. i know that. but it cannot be satisfying for one to accept facts that blandly without considering others. even scholars would wonder why their 80 percentile wasnt a 90, and their 90 not a 100. its respective to others, is it not?
i guess that this not only accounts for many tears shed and moments of silence held when getting the results. there was a time when tears fell from my eyes not because of my failure, but because of the FEAR of parents when i got home. i still feel a little scared, i admit, but i know that when i have done my best, i should be satisfied to see improvement. i must confess, i am pretty happy with my results being above average.
i should update my list of people to worry about.
1) hwee teng
2)yvonne
3)jo ee
4)nyuk min
5)daryl
6)canaan
7)alford
8)zhaoliang
9)serena
i am not being overly-emphatetic, i am merely being concerned. i feel for all my friends. sentimental, i may be, but i cannot help but imagine should the class (or team, for that matter) be separated after this promo exam. ah, life was never a bed of roses. anyway, congrats wil for promoting. i knew you could do it.
SL is coming. people are complaining. dont deny it, i know you hate it. people give excuses as to why they cannot make it. one says "monday, wednesday, friday is out". another says tues thurs. then people say the weekend is meant to be enjoyed, people have church, yadda yadda yadda.
if everyone is unwilling to compromise and sacrifice to come up with a date to do the bloody SL, then why even do it? we're not getting anywhere and you're not helping. so if you have nothing constructive for us, its better not to speak at all. you hear me? SHUT UP.
hopefully someone would come to his/her senses and finally allow things to run smoothly.